IPoh, ipOh, IpoH

ipoh is so sien.....

i wan a real holiday

i wan to go somewhere

i wan to get out of town

i need fresh air

i wan to enjoy life

someone pls bring me back to LIFE

Procrastinating

Exam is just around da corner,

n i dun hv any mood to studyy when im at home.....

spending time wif my dear student is much more fun though

tis is Elysa, she's pretty

me, Yuxi, Teo N how how

nice pic, i like this one

Finally.....

well, i sort of forgot tat i hv a blog, hahahaha....

anyway, i juz found out tat i hv not updated my blog since september last year......

well, a lot of things happened n im goin to blurt all out in one post......

during da december holiday i was tied up with work, besides tat i also get to meet a few more frens, thx to Mr. Yap Joon Eng

below are some pics of us

Christmas eve dinner at Jun Sushi(damn nice)

my fav sashimi

Christmas eve countdown (at De Garden wif my sexy jj)

during christmas (at church)

Christmas supper at frens cafe

p.s.: someone's hand is shaking

Boxing Day(visit to good shepherd's home)

Camp camp camp(Cameron)(27th to 29th Dec i think)

my group

i was sick then.... so sick

time to go...n getting back to kl

new year eve was so sien, go down klcc but did not countdown.... sweat leh?

in the end we went to watch movie - avatar 3d

and by da time we finish our movie, (it was 1.30then) we are lost inside klcc......

it is as if all exits are closed, we keep turning around inside klcc,

finally we got out n we rush to the lrt station, (it was 2am tat time)

we were lucky, we board on the last train home

teo n me

shud have gone there wif more frens, but we both kena ffk... so no choice but only both of us

During CNY(in Kampar)

my family, not a complete photo though.... alot pple missing

CNY at Ipoh (Steamboat at Momo)

hew, janet, adrian

teng, mun, yiwei, ann, ning n me

Cny at Kl (Chap Goh Mei Dinner at Gombak)

me, yap joon eng, carmen, zz

lazarus, yan q, mr ng, yeoh

D@rL!nG

sometimes im up
sometimes im down
sometimes im in da middle
life is like see saw tat we used to play when we were small.......

a lot of unhappy things happened recently
but at the same time a lot of happy things happens too......
so i guess the get equal at some point.......
life may not be as easy as 1,2,3
but there's one thing for sure....
u'll get wat u worked for...... eventually........
sometimes time is da key
we might hv to wait for da best time.........
and all this is in god's hand
coz only god know wat's best for us......
so be happy and blessed wif wat we hv
cherish all pple around
love and be loved..... though sometimes love can be hard.....

well, i juz wanna say
" I Love u all"

it's now 2 in the morning n im still awake
wat im i doin?
suddenly felt i lost my dreams, my goals......
im not me now
im juz a robot
working hard following da programme in me......
controlled by others....
lifeless.....
uni is not fun
n studying in utar burdens.....
they say utar stands for " universiti tak ada rehat"
well, i agree wif the statement above.........
i reali felt i hv no time for myself.......
maybe im not good at dealing wif stress
stress does me no good
it never motivate me.....
it only holds me back....
n being da first child,
i understand tat i hv more responsibilities
n im not suppose to let my family down
mum always tell me: ' u're big sis, ur bro n sis they are looking at u as a role model, wat u do will affect them"
this phrase is like a nightmare to me, haunting me everyday....
im tired, reali tired......
i need a life.......
i dun hv a life now......

tis blog is some place tat i can shout out my distress
im feeling so lonely, so miserable
i juz need someone to be around,
someone i can share my thought wif,
someone i can depend on..
is tat too much to ask?

well, life is hard....
i reali hope for a change.....
some good changes would be nice......

starting to get use to the new environment here
happy to know some new frens fr emmanuel efc
will be joining them for sunday service n care group too
my weekend was not spent wisely
it was spent on sleeping n eating........
dun reali hv mood to do my tutorial......
quizzes are coming.....
tis week would be week 4 adi......
10 more weeks n exam will be here.....
everything is rushing like hell...
i dun like tis feeling......
last time i used to think tat uni life would be fun.....
well, tats not true.......
im having no fun at all......
it's juz all study study n study......
i miss form 6 life.....
n i miss home too......
tis degree course is almost driving me crazy......
more pressure than when im working full time.........
but sometimes we need to pay for wat we expect in life......
i hope i'll get over it eventually.....
let it be out of my mind......

new place, new campus, new experience

so fast and 1 yr had past.
start of yr 2 sem 1,
a new year in my degree n a new campus
currently in utar kl campus,
the campus is much bigger than the one in pj,
every building is so far away fr each other,
i hate walking around it,
makes my foot sore,
i still prefer pj campus,
n da canteen food sucks,
abstract algebra is so hard,
so is adv calculus n prob n stat,
i miss my holidays.......
im sleepy, nitez everyone......yawn......
i'll continue tml