love? nah

i will never ever believe a word u said
ur promises are fake
and im done wif you.......
i'll move on n so will you.......

n with a new door open, i'll close da one behind......
fool me once, it's shame on me
but if u fool me twice, it's shame on you......

your love is a lie
i rather be anything but ordinary........

on my own

life is harsh......
this week quite a lot of things happen.....
exam, assignments........everything is coming now......
i dunno how long i could hold on........
but i noe tat i hv to hold on, and god will guide me well.......
i always wished tat tml it'll be a better day....
and to make sure it is, it's my part.......

recently everyday also raining.....
everytime i wanna back also raining......
how i wished i hv a car i dun hv to get wet.....
or even stay at skol alone till da rain goes off.......

today was a sulky day
getting late for skol again....
rushing for my report.....
kena airplane twice by fren....
haiz......
i wish tat it'll be diff after i moved.......
juz found out tat i hv to find my own room....
nvm lo, maybe it's better like tat....
im prone to being alone.....
no one to bother me.....
and i can do watever i want without hurting anyone.......

im so so so tired..........

the "reason"

im not good at expressing myself.....
but neither is he........
actually the reason i stop blogging for some period is because of someone......
he's the one that ask me to start blogging....
someone who use to care me n sayang me like his own little sis........
i stop blogging after he left......
i never knew the reason he left......
maybe because that he tot tat i left......
i never left my bro though.....
it's heartbreaking..... i spend my whole sem break last year looking for a reason.....
and now i tot i knew......i hope i knew.....
it's because of work, work, work.....
such a workaholic n emo person he is....
i wonder if he ever will see tis......finds that im wrong n correct me....
there's so many things that i wanna tell him.... cz i found tat i hv no one else to turn to......

my "sucky" period

well, it's long since i wrote any blog.....
wasn't in the mood for it.....
but recent too many events on same time......
now im reali sick, i lose my voice on monday n i hv a speech on wednesday...
everything was so thrilling........and tiring too.......
i wonder when will all tis madness stop???
having my prob n stat test tis friday n need to submit my data struc n algo assessment 4 tis friday tooo.....
next week gt data struc test n linear test, summore one calculus test.....
urgh, it will never stop......
i'll never post my look online now cz it sucks, reali sucks......
u know wat?
i need a rest